Trail Of The Trial. Another Day In The Winter Maze. Detox Off The Culture

Another normal day of driving around in the cold iced streets. A more easy going feel, took some time to sit down, contemplate, make a little more tuneage in the bpm range been working with. Coffee break time. Seem to do that allot. Sometimes over drinking the coffee. It was a kick I used to try to get more social with. Never really took off as much as I'd hope yet still enjoy the coffee boost. Once in awhile there will be a social occasion around coffee still. The social times are coming back around. My bro is coming down to visit us all soon, will be here awhile, maybe even with me a week. Could make some recordings perhaps 'cause he plays some musics too. My high school friend from way back got ahold of me today. I saw someone I've known for years just last night. Could give me the break I need so I don't feel too cooped up. Yet still going to the library or coffee shop a bit more with music and books could be good to. I can take advantage of that a bit more this year.

Been taking some more breaks off of social medias. Want to get back to the books and such. Part of the crazy so called modern times is many people addicted to screens. It can have a real creepy zombie effect. It's like my mom who had paranoid and afraid behaviour predicted the surveillence state. People being brainwashed, having computer chips put in their brain. Yea it does seem familiar, it's kinda like that. So some news hype and stories have predictions that 2019 will be a crazy year. Let's hope in a great way! Like how many sci-fi movies from the 80's take place in 2019. As an 80's child these means the most to me. Time to shine out of the futuristic campy grime grind.

Even thinking about the horrors and degradation... well it's time to get the world situation to be as pristine as a nature scene. Guardians of the earth, water protectors. It's possible with some help from regenerative ecosystems technology such as Permaculture. No gizmos there, only technique. That could be a great to have a world wide shift away from monoculture farming. Instead of producing food crops to just sell abroad produce them for a more local need. Want to take away the plastic chemical industry, can we not replace most plastics with hemp? There is so much hype around pot but what about hemp? Say no to all the plastic chemicals. Don't let the 1 percenters have the earth tainted from industries of economic oppression. No more military mentality stomping all over the earth.

Good, yea, getting into a flow mode. I was stressed a bit about a day ago. Gaining comprehension, not feeling so bad. Life is still changing. Some brutal parts about the last few years. The world may get crazy politically and economically. Though I'm not worried cause in those turmoils that can happen, great powers show their vulnerability and weakness, through that we can know how to implement a more humane policy 'cause we know the old way is no longer viable. Technology, gizmos and more consumerism are not the answers. It's about a more humane vibe, understanding history, instead of just calling people names. Gotta detox much of what you learned in school, knowing that you were shown one story so that you could tell your own. Break the authoritarian spell, to be aspired by heartfelt experience rather than greed or irrational implanted power trip fear.

Alright well, will make sure not to get too caught up in any issue or brainwashed yet still know what I'm championing. Don't get caught up in the symbolism. To not be captured by language. I don't feel even too tired tonight. Well the moon is a bit fuller today. I got the feeling of being more hearty smart, address more topics. Next weeks should be interesting so sure I'll be thinking and engaged in the convos I will have with some friends and fam soon to come. Hope it can be stimulating and get me onto further explored insights. I don't want to lose my place, get too ahead of myself, I like to expand and learn more. At the same time don't believe everything you read. Do proper research, find patterns.

Now I will trail off back to dream land tonight. Tomorrow should be an easier day, with some time to myself. Want to work on this new song. Have enough tracks to make some sort of mix, will be fun.

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